Coming Soon....maybe!

So, I am sitting here and don't have much to say. It's almost 2 in the morning and I should go to bed... Soon we will actually put pictures on this again and send out an update of what has been going on in our lives for the last 6 months...Until then...Love Ya!

We're Back! Happy Easter to all!

Easter bunny visited our house!

Yes, Tim is wearing purple Nick


Well, this has been an Easter to remember! So or you might remember last years easter egg hunt. This year was must different because we have hide her easter lady bug from even us!!! Moving can be so much fun until you are looking for something that you need. This Easter was beautiful because it was raining. Some people may think that is bad but for a place that depends an crops it was beautiful! Here are a few pictures of the three of us.

We're Back! Happy Easter to all!

Happy Birthday Mommy!!!

NEW PIX FOR YOU!!!

Hey guys and gals,

We have enough time to sit down and blog...Doesn't happen very often lately. There has been a lot happening with the Morehart crew just call and ask us all about it. Here are some resent pictures taken of Mya.

Love Ya

I Love My Wife!!

Hey to all of you,

Sometimes in life you just have to stop and say, "I Love You!" Sometimes you can't say it loud enough so you have to yell it..."I LOVE YOU!!" Sometimes you just want to wisper it in someones ear..."i love u." Sometimes you just can't contain yourself and you want to tell the whole world.
That's where I am at right now, it has been a rollercoaster of a couple of months but I want Becky and everyone else to know..."I LOVE YOU BECKY SUE!!" "You are my Princess and I thank you for sharing your life with me!!" "I thank you for the beautiful daughter that God has blessed us with, only a gift from God can light the hearts like her smile does!"
Most of all...Thank you for saying, "sure" and taking this journey with me.
Only God knows what is up ahead in our road...but I will praise Him no matter where He leads and what battles we face...I will trust Him.
"I Timothy David love you Becky Sue!!!!"

What can happen next?

Well, just got off the phone with my doctor and he is telling me the hardest thing to do as a mother. He is telling me to have no contact with my daughter. I really don't know what I am going to do with this last bit of information. Tim doesn't even no about this happening. All of the voices have not been there since Monday, but now the doctor says I have severe hatred or resentment towards several people. That may be the beginning of the voices. Glad I haven't had to deal with the voices and not being able to see Mya at all. Please offer suggestions of what I can do about this.
She is pulling up all on her own and even letting go for a few seconds! I don't want to lose out on her first steps, but do I go against the doctors word to see my daughter? I don't get it!

Love Ya

More pictures!

Who knew that these three pictures are all the same baby? Her personality has really come out now that she is crawling all over the place. She now says please and thank you. Just this morning she said "girl friend" like she was one of the crew. We will get she wait and measures in another month. Now I have to tell you that with the medicine that I am on I might as well be pregnant all over again. I am 17 pounds away from my heaviest with Mya. I hope that we fitness will help with this. I am on a strict protein diet that works with my brain...Well, enjoy the pictures!

Here is the pictures so stop bugging!!!

Just making some bread with Grammpa Mike from Kansas. Lots of fun this the dishes all the time. The more noise the better! I know you don't care much now what is up with us because the pictures are there so there they are!!!!!!!

Love Ya!

December to Forget...

THis blog will have no pictures, but it will have a lot of information. December was meant to be very good with coming home from Thanksgiving and a very interactive Christmas this year. Instead there were several times that I cannot remember one thing for several days. These episodes really scared Tim and I and it brought me to my first stay in the hospital. I was in the hospital for several days and not wanting to be there at all. Tim was only allowed to visit one hour of the day and the days were very long.(well still 24 hours). In getting out there was a chance that Tim and I would meet with a counselor that has a 3-5 yr. waiting list. We were only back in Colby a few days when it got worse. I was on many medications and hearing lots of voices. We had a second session with the same counselor and it was going okay, but then everything plummited from there. I was "sick" and in ICU for a couple of days...then back to the hospital. When we got home I was leaving for good then the police got involved. I "went to camp" over night then back to the hospital. I missed Christmas and New Years with my family. We finished Christmas on the 5th of January and soon will be a adult date for New Years. A little late but not forgotten. Thank you for everyone who has stuck with me through my trash...We have really known where are true friends are...so sad...
The ultimate diagnosis is bipolar disorder, post tramatic stress disorder and seizures! WOW!!!
Next blog I promise to put pictures up!

Love Ya! Becky